My first investment,my first bike

What to say.....it's been 7 days and I'm feeling like post 30 days,when I'd  booked my bike,yes my bike from my first earning,till now I had driven my parents gifted scooter....which I love a lot,but it's time for it get retire now.....,so which one to buy my mom asked n I said "BULLET", thunderbird,n its signature that my mom consider is if ever it slip down,it needs more than 2 person to stand it up again,cause It's damn heavy....,so you are a girl,think again take decision by considering everything,n at last its your money do what you want,I was so shy that I just sat on that bike started it but didn't took the ride....escaping the chance of any accident of embarrassment....,but I was able to take that off  from stand....n now these sleepless knights would I be able to drive that very nicely the way I drive my father's bike my scooty my brothers bike....i wonder....I'm hyper excited to get my bike n hyper tensed, would this decision of mine leave me in regret ?.....n I'm confused cause of these two super feelings......

                                                              PET WALK

Worries, It definitely didn't came with my job,Govt it is, secure,but then its been 3 months,n cause of this secure feeling I was free to do anything,even mistakes,mistake that isn't a mistake in psb(public sector bank),but it is in social world,So I committed one,or say it just happened,I took medical leave during my probation. A medical leave that was genuine,my face become dull I lost weight in mere three days,I didn't went to office while traveled out,had gone outstation for some relief where my colleague saw me,now the thing is that You lied,the weakness that was visible on my face was a lie my  medication that i took in front of them was a lie,n medical certificate a lie,all this thing is lie,during this three years I came across leg pulling,sarcasm,bullying in office,my mind had blown,out of anger,out of nuisance,that I saw that everybody here is fake n consider you too and from last three days I'm  not able to sleep breath,anxiousness,I'm a new pet in office learning,n trying to survive,I cant be fake,I cant show concern but at least I don't consider people as fake.So what to do?

                                          my job

I am happy,that finally I'm gonaa work.Something out of anybodys expectation that 'I' would be a working girl. huh... it sounds so awesome,a time period of 3 years spend alone at my home struggling for a job had come to an end. All this years were dull and that dullness I don't wanna paint in my life again.SO I'm trying to be more vibrant,attentive,hardworking,agile and most important interested in things.